Survivor! Every girls nightmare, every girls fear, Why can't people understand      when we shed these awful tears? Crying has never been my way      I try to hide the pain but sometimes when I stop and think      I feel it all again The awful sickening feeling      of his body next to mine and the sound of clothing ripping      all reality is gone. I try to shut the sound out      pretend it isn't true but the feeling wouldn't go away      and there was nothing I could do The pain, the hurt, the fury      that I've felt from that day on Never ever seems to stop      just keeps coming on I wish I could forget about      that awful summer night but there was nothing I could do      but run away in fright My body was so hot and bloody      the wounds were deep, so sore Every muscle in my body      felt like they'd been torn I hate my body, hate my soul,      my life, must it go on? And to every girl in this world      I hope they never feel The pain, the hurt, the fury,      that, to me, is very real. 11-14-1987